Sigh, so many things have happened these few weeks. It really feels kind of weird now staying at home. But…but… do I really like it this way? I have no idea why can’t it be you who admit that you are at fault. I am sure the main problem isn’t me… oh man, it’s really confusing. And I am going to go overseas with you guys tomorrow. How am I going to… would it be a fun trip?
Oh well, I shan’t be emo.
It really feels weird now that we as (ex)ny girl can’t go back now. It’s so near, yet not. Ohwells, after syf we can just go back! Haha, but wonder if we will be welcomed by juniors.
I AM EXCEEDING HALF A HUNDRED SOON! I am quite sure after coming back from indo I will grow uber fat. FLABS!! Ahhh.. but I guess me and anorexic will never link. Haha. Sigh, my protruding bone in the ankle is aching…actually not aching, it’s hurting!
Don’t think anyone’s going to find out that my blog has revived for one day! Haha
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7:35 PM
一年的时间里，你和我相处的时间只有三四个月，我很清楚也很明白你对我的爱，但是我始终还是不能够了解你。和你相处时是件辛苦的事，我们互相不断的要求对方，也不断的要对方对他人好，心胸更宽阔，但是我们两人自己似乎也常常做不到。我和你的想法实在差太多了，也间接使得我们的沟通方式也不能够达到一致。我们不管说什么，最终常会落得你我生气，哭泣等。我记得我们以前不是这样的，但相信一切都从我七岁时开始，从那时候我就真的开始没办法了解你，也对你的一切都无法谅解。我最讨厌人抽烟喝酒，但是你偏偏常备受气时抽烟喝酒。我常认为避开你不和你说话就能解决一切，但是我错了。这种闷着的尴尬，这种憋着的气，我想威力更大吧。我尝试了解你接受你，但你我的频率始终不一样，我曾相信是我俩八字不和，但想想以前我们的关系好像没有现在的僵硬。我们到底怎么了？
guess i would really have to take the first step and mould myself into one that you want. i know that might not be the real me, but i guess that is the only available route now. give me some time, just some time. i really don't wish our relationship to break, afterall you are my ...........
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11:45 AM
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!!
ALL I CAN SAY IS GRACES IS 正 just like the cucmber below((:
Graces camp is REALLY FUN! an crazy..
the teachers too are fun((:
it's a camp where we turn to ladies. and wehhee.. we evolved to people of other nation and also there are people who are like celebs on the formal dinner nite.
and!! congrats 407 for winning the games and dance((: at least our hardwork paid off. CONGRATS((:
graces is fun, but still i miss OBS. Nonetheless, graces is indeed a camp which i would and want to have it again.
pictures((:
INTERNATIONAL NIGHT
JAPANESE AND INDIAN
ROOMMATES((:
ME AND CHIOBU
YIYI IS SO ADORABLE((:
FORMAL NIGHT
yeah! yiyi, bailu and me((:
more pictures will come((:
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12:19 AM
Massive manhunt for escaped JI terror leader!The leader of the Singapore terrorist Jemaah Islamiyah (JI) network, Mas Selamat Kastari, escaped from the Whitley Road detention centre at about 4.05 pm on Wednesday as said by the Ministry of Home Affairs in a statement.
A massive manhunt involving the police, Gurkhas and Special Operations Command forces, is underway to track down the escaped detainee, who walks with a limp and known to be unarmed. Many armed forces have fanned out several areas to search for him.
However, here comes the irony. If he walks with a limp, in otherwords half-crippled, how far can this man run? And most importantly how in the first place did this man manage to run away. If he is considered as "DANGEROUS", should he not be well-guarded in the detention centre? So this brings me to the point that why is it that this man can and is able to escape considering the fact that he is half-crippled, and also he is considered "DANGEROUS". And once noticed that he had made an escape, wouldn't it be easy to chase him back if we were vigliant enough? Well, unless he had been planning for this escape for a long period of time, thus enabling him to have a successful escape. However, come to think about it, a good 4 hours would be enough for him to escape and be out of Singapore be it by any means. He esacped at 4.05pm, yet it was only known to the public later. Though he is unarmed when escaped, but we will never know what will happen. so please do be alert at all times. I suppose this incident teaches us to be vigilant at all times, and continue to have faith in Singapore's defence.
O.o The public is asked to contact the police at 999 if they know of his whereabouts.
the above mentioned are all personal thoughts, and if in any case where anyone feels uncomfortable about the above comment metioned, i would like to apologise in advance.
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10:20 PM
YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU USCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOUSUCK UYOU SUCK YOUSUCK YOU USKC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU SAY SOMEHING TO OTHER PEOPLE! CAN YOU AT LEAST PLEASE GET THE WHOLE IDEA RIGHT BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHINMG??? NOW YOU'RE HAPPY NOW LAR!! NOW BECOME EVERYTHING MY FAULT WHEN IT'S U!! U IDIOT.. CANT U SAY EVERYTHING, WHY ARE YOU ONLY SAYING TT ONE PARTICULAR THING TT U HEARD ON ACCIDENT!! SUCKER!!!! DONT YOU KNOW WHAT IS THINK BEFORE YOU SAY?? NOW MY BRO HATES ME LIAO AND MY PARENTS ARE POINTING TO MY FAULT, HAPPY ALREADY??? SUCKER!! DONT FORCE ME TO DO THINGS THAT WOULD..... RAHHH!!!!!
I KNOW 16 LE AND I SHOULD LEARN TO CONTROL MY TEMPER... BUT WHY EVER SINCE HE CAME BACK FROM ARMY, EVERYTHING IS JUST MY FAULT?? IT'S SO UNFAIR!!!!!really sorry for hurting you in any way, guess there's just some errors in communication..
-really tired of all this.. super super super tired.. no idea if i can even take that last breath of oxygen
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3:13 PM
WEHHEEE.. UPDATES ON MY BODY CONDITIONS.
i thought i had no problem with body already, but who knows it had worsened!!
NOW:
1) i got droopy kneecaps, and fats are depositing at my knee caps -- so i need to build by quadriceps!
2) my right chest has weak muscles resulting in the sinking of my ribcage[on the right] and the protruding ribcage[on the left] -- so i need to build muscles again!
3) the arch on my back is arch on the wrong side, supposedly is the dunno 3rd or 4th spine supposed to be the arch, but sadly mine's not-- so i need to do the flying fish pose to make sure my curve is right place.
4) my right back muscles are too tight, actually both sides also too tight just that right back is tigher -- so i need to swim once a week to make sure my muscles are relaxed and that both side of muscles grow equally.
5) my shoulder muscles are tooooooooo tight! until now she also cannot do anything about it. -- i need to stretch them and also exercise them, plus she say heaty will also result in the tightness[worse, my body belongs to the heaty kind[according to her as well]!! raahh
6) she says my arm muscles are weak! [but somehow it's quite unbelievable for me..] -- so i need to cleanch my fist and relax, and also lift weights..
7) my neck has problems too! it's too tight and ehh. dunno howa say -- but i can do nothin except for going fo tui na
8) something to be happy about!! my ribs can cure!! after her tui na it is no longer so sticking out.. anw, my stomach also got problem.. too much air inside, that's why together with my weak right chest muscle and my bloaty stomach, my ribs stick out -- so i need to warm up my stomach.. hehe
OMGOOSE!! SOUNDS LIKE I AM A 废人, EVERYWHERE SPOILED.. :x BUT AT LEASE NOW I KNOW THEY ARE CURABLE, AND SHE ADVICE MY MOM TO LET ME CONTINUE DANCE!! YEAH, SO MAYBE WHEN I GO JC STILL CAN DANCE!! WEEHHEEEE, HAPPY.
eww.. ba guan until my who yao is bloated.. ): look so fat
now my back is damn gross, it's all the 拔罐's mark.. bruise everywhere, super yucky.. and i am aching eveywhere after 推拿!! oh ya! don't ever think it's fun to go 推拿, cause you only make yourself screaming during the process especially when they do the 穴位on your leg. so actually foot reflexology is not so 舒服 afterall.. supppppppper pain!! but i like.. haha that sounds bian tai, but still the ache after 推拿 is so comfortable((: bet i'll have a nice sleep tonight..
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7:16 PM
MERY X-MAS EVERYONE!!
JINGLE BELL JINGLE BELL, JINGLE ALL THE WAY!!
wehhee.. so many people at my house yesterday. so 热闹. but sadly we dont celebrate Christmas, so no christmas mood. But nonetheless, drank wine yesterday((: my favourite. hehe (x don't tell me under 16 no drink.haha, cause it's too late, plus red wine's good for body.. hehe:P
anw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
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2:08 PM
JAPANESE AND INDIAN 
ROOMMATES((:
ME AND CHIOBU
YIYI IS SO ADORABLE((:
yeah! yiyi, bailu and me((: