LONER

reviving

2008-11-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

Sigh, so many things have happened these few weeks. It really feels kind of weird now staying at home. But…but… do I really like it this way? I have no idea why can’t it be you who admit that you are at fault. I am sure the main problem isn’t me… oh man, it’s really confusing. And I am going to go overseas with you guys tomorrow. How am I going to… would it be a fun trip?
Oh well, I shan’t be emo.
It really feels weird now that we as (ex)ny girl can’t go back now. It’s so near, yet not. Ohwells, after syf we can just go back! Haha, but wonder if we will be welcomed by juniors.
I AM EXCEEDING HALF A HUNDRED SOON! I am quite sure after coming back from indo I will grow uber fat. FLABS!! Ahhh.. but I guess me and anorexic will never link. Haha. Sigh, my protruding bone in the ankle is aching…actually not aching, it’s hurting!
Don’t think anyone’s going to find out that my blog has revived for one day! Haha

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2008-03-13T11:45:00.003+08:00

一年的时间里，你和我相处的时间只有三四个月，我很清楚也很明白你对我的爱，但是我始终还是不能够了解你。和你相处时是件辛苦的事，我们互相不断的要求对方，也不断的要对方对他人好，心胸更宽阔，但是我们两人自己似乎也常常做不到。我和你的想法实在差太多了，也间接使得我们的沟通方式也不能够达到一致。我们不管说什么，最终常会落得你我生气，哭泣等。我记得我们以前不是这样的，但相信一切都从我七岁时开始，从那时候我就真的开始没办法了解你，也对你的一切都无法谅解。我最讨厌人抽烟喝酒，但是你偏偏常备受气时抽烟喝酒。我常认为避开你不和你说话就能解决一切，但是我错了。这种闷着的尴尬，这种憋着的气，我想威力更大吧。我尝试了解你接受你，但你我的频率始终不一样，我曾相信是我俩八字不和，但想想以前我们的关系好像没有现在的僵硬。我们到底怎么了？

guess i would really have to take the first step and mould myself into one that you want. i know that might not be the real me, but i guess that is the only available route now. give me some time, just some time. i really don't wish our relationship to break, afterall you are my ...........

graces

2008-03-08T00:19:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!!

ALL I CAN SAY IS GRACES IS 正 just like the cucmber below((:

Graces camp is REALLY FUN! an crazy..

the teachers too are fun((:

it's a camp where we turn to ladies. and wehhee.. we evolved to people of other nation and also there are people who are like celebs on the formal dinner nite.

and!! congrats 407 for winning the games and dance((: at least our hardwork paid off. CONGRATS((:

graces is fun, but still i miss OBS. Nonetheless, graces is indeed a camp which i would and want to have it again.

pictures((:

INTERNATIONAL NIGHT JAPANESE AND INDIAN

ROOMMATES((:

ME AND CHIOBU

YIYI IS SO ADORABLE((:

FORMAL NIGHT

yeah! yiyi, bailu and me((:

more pictures will come((:

Massive manhunt for escaped JI terror leader

2008-02-28T22:20:00.003+08:00

Massive manhunt for escaped JI terror leader!

The leader of the Singapore terrorist Jemaah Islamiyah (JI) network, Mas Selamat Kastari, escaped from the Whitley Road detention centre at about 4.05 pm on Wednesday as said by the Ministry of Home Affairs in a statement.
A massive manhunt involving the police, Gurkhas and Special Operations Command forces, is underway to track down the escaped detainee, who walks with a limp and known to be unarmed. Many armed forces have fanned out several areas to search for him.

However, here comes the irony. If he walks with a limp, in otherwords half-crippled, how far can this man run? And most importantly how in the first place did this man manage to run away. If he is considered as "DANGEROUS", should he not be well-guarded in the detention centre? So this brings me to the point that why is it that this man can and is able to escape considering the fact that he is half-crippled, and also he is considered "DANGEROUS". And once noticed that he had made an escape, wouldn't it be easy to chase him back if we were vigliant enough? Well, unless he had been planning for this escape for a long period of time, thus enabling him to have a successful escape. However, come to think about it, a good 4 hours would be enough for him to escape and be out of Singapore be it by any means. He esacped at 4.05pm, yet it was only known to the public later. Though he is unarmed when escaped, but we will never know what will happen. so please do be alert at all times. I suppose this incident teaches us to be vigilant at all times, and continue to have faith in Singapore's defence.

O.o The public is asked to contact the police at 999 if they know of his whereabouts.

the above mentioned are all personal thoughts, and if in any case where anyone feels uncomfortable about the above comment metioned, i would like to apologise in advance.

2008-01-06T15:13:00.000+08:00

YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU USCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOUSUCK UYOU SUCK YOUSUCK YOU USKC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEXT TIME BEFORE YOU SAY SOMEHING TO OTHER PEOPLE! CAN YOU AT LEAST PLEASE GET THE WHOLE IDEA RIGHT BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHINMG??? NOW YOU'RE HAPPY NOW LAR!! NOW BECOME EVERYTHING MY FAULT WHEN IT'S U!! U IDIOT.. CANT U SAY EVERYTHING, WHY ARE YOU ONLY SAYING TT ONE PARTICULAR THING TT U HEARD ON ACCIDENT!! SUCKER!!!! DONT YOU KNOW WHAT IS THINK BEFORE YOU SAY?? NOW MY BRO HATES ME LIAO AND MY PARENTS ARE POINTING TO MY FAULT, HAPPY ALREADY??? SUCKER!! DONT FORCE ME TO DO THINGS THAT WOULD..... RAHHH!!!!!

I KNOW 16 LE AND I SHOULD LEARN TO CONTROL MY TEMPER... BUT WHY EVER SINCE HE CAME BACK FROM ARMY, EVERYTHING IS JUST MY FAULT?? IT'S SO UNFAIR!!!!!

really sorry for hurting you in any way, guess there's just some errors in communication..

-really tired of all this.. super super super tired.. no idea if i can even take that last breath of oxygen

UPDATES

2007-12-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

WEHHEEE.. UPDATES ON MY BODY CONDITIONS.

i thought i had no problem with body already, but who knows it had worsened!!
NOW:
1) i got droopy kneecaps, and fats are depositing at my knee caps -- so i need to build by quadriceps!
2) my right chest has weak muscles resulting in the sinking of my ribcage[on the right] and the protruding ribcage[on the left] -- so i need to build muscles again!
3) the arch on my back is arch on the wrong side, supposedly is the dunno 3rd or 4th spine supposed to be the arch, but sadly mine's not-- so i need to do the flying fish pose to make sure my curve is right place.
4) my right back muscles are too tight, actually both sides also too tight just that right back is tigher -- so i need to swim once a week to make sure my muscles are relaxed and that both side of muscles grow equally.
5) my shoulder muscles are tooooooooo tight! until now she also cannot do anything about it. -- i need to stretch them and also exercise them, plus she say heaty will also result in the tightness[worse, my body belongs to the heaty kind[according to her as well]!! raahh
6) she says my arm muscles are weak! [but somehow it's quite unbelievable for me..] -- so i need to cleanch my fist and relax, and also lift weights..
7) my neck has problems too! it's too tight and ehh. dunno howa say -- but i can do nothin except for going fo tui na
8) something to be happy about!! my ribs can cure!! after her tui na it is no longer so sticking out.. anw, my stomach also got problem.. too much air inside, that's why together with my weak right chest muscle and my bloaty stomach, my ribs stick out -- so i need to warm up my stomach.. hehe

OMGOOSE!! SOUNDS LIKE I AM A 废人, EVERYWHERE SPOILED.. :x BUT AT LEASE NOW I KNOW THEY ARE CURABLE, AND SHE ADVICE MY MOM TO LET ME CONTINUE DANCE!! YEAH, SO MAYBE WHEN I GO JC STILL CAN DANCE!! WEEHHEEEE, HAPPY.

eww.. ba guan until my who yao is bloated.. ): look so fat

now my back is damn gross, it's all the 拔罐's mark.. bruise everywhere, super yucky.. and i am aching eveywhere after 推拿!! oh ya! don't ever think it's fun to go 推拿, cause you only make yourself screaming during the process especially when they do the 穴位on your leg. so actually foot reflexology is not so 舒服 afterall.. supppppppper pain!! but i like.. haha that sounds bian tai, but still the ache after 推拿 is so comfortable((: bet i'll have a nice sleep tonight..

MERRY X-MAS!

2007-12-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

MERY X-MAS EVERYONE!!
JINGLE BELL JINGLE BELL, JINGLE ALL THE WAY!!

wehhee.. so many people at my house yesterday. so 热闹. but sadly we dont celebrate Christmas, so no christmas mood. But nonetheless, drank wine yesterday((: my favourite. hehe (x don't tell me under 16 no drink.haha, cause it's too late, plus red wine's good for body.. hehe:P

anw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

18 yrs old

2007-12-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

In a nick of time, a guy in my home of age 18 would be leaving me for 3 months. I hadn't really notice his prescence when he is at home, I really took him for granted. I knew he would be there to play with me, I knew he would be there to solve my homework, and before I knew it, he would be leaving me for 3 full months. He would then be another person, a mature MAN. He would no longer be the brother who plays and goes crazy with me, he would no longer be such a spastic person... All that could be blame is myself. I had never treasured him when he was around with me everyday, he took care of me and asked if I ate, but I always felt he was a nag, he was irritating. Seriously, I am dumb! I had often not given second look at the person who has always been looking after me .... Well, time cannot be turned back, i guess i shall keep this memory and treasure the MAN who will come back 3 months later..

KOR, I LOVE YOU!!! miss ya.

Me and artists!

2007-12-06T15:08:00.001+08:00

One fine day in Shanghai, i met tones of 名人.

Okay, i admit i am at 杜莎夫人蜡像馆(:

ME and TWINS(:

Let's have high tea(:

i'm in the video game! can you spot me??!! i am the one boxing the fat guy(:

CHARLIE CHAPLIN!!
ME AND MADONNA! OH! MY PRINCESS DIANA
PRINCE WILLIAM!
WOOHOO! IT"S ELVIS PRESLEY
ME AND JULIA ROBERTS 关之琳！
I'm an astronaunt!
I TOUCHED HIM! I TOUCHED HIM! EINSTEIN!
BILL CLINTON SHOOK MY HANDS??!!
ME AND MY CONCERT!
ME AND RICH PEOPLE! HAHA! TRYING TO ACT LIKE A STAR. -anw, if all of you are observant enough, you should be able to see that i look quite wet and my fringe are always our of place, and that's because i was running around the wax museum!! REASON BEING, we have a time limit, and in order for me to take with most of the wax, we ran and ran!!
Aaron Kwok

张柏芝!!! looks so elegant!

ARMSTRONG!

I'm STRONG! haha

It's 刘德华!!!*shy*CAN YOU BELIEVE IT"S JERRY?! i though was RAIN or something.

IT JOLIN.....
古天乐!

TIGER WOODS!! Can't imagine i get to play golf with him.. diao
YAO MING!!! RAHH he's sooo tall!! i feel so tiny beside.
ok the most 经典. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT"S JAY CHOU!! OMG~!

there's more pictures, but i'm tired. anw, i found out i look quite weird in the pictures, haha maybe cause we were rushing like some mad woman...

ok end of post. bye

do comment(:

2007-12-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

SPASYUANCHEN Part 1. This story shows how a spastic girl takes her dinner, where she tries to eat her 圆子properly, but failed, resulting in the rest of the tablemates having stomachache due to her spasness.. ENJOY!!!

SPASYUANCHEN PART2

2007-12-04T05:58:00.000+08:00

SPASYUANCHEN Part2. Let's all see how this woman eats her sugarcane, and we are proud to invite spas's friend YANN to join in!! ENJOY!!

Back in Singapore!

2007-12-02T18:32:00.000+08:00

YEAH! came back yesterday at around 7. Finally back home.. haiz, but sadly i missed out alot of things for dance)):

my brother went to see show's concert yesterday and rainie was his 演唱嘉宾！rahh! i want go watch too!!
shall post the pics nxt time ba(:

中国之旅

2007-11-12T19:59:00.000+08:00

曹老师和郑老师今早走了，好想念她们哦，她们好棒！！至少比小唐好，小唐(is a nick for.. ahem)-- 反正说来话长。

ahh, i am being chased by dragon!被龙追了，快逃！！

我在星海的buddy
妈妈，不要问我为什么没转照片...hehe太懒了。我又像他吗？
yeah!! 我忘了这是哪里。dotz.
中国风景宜人。

Don't leave me.. WAAAA i want to go home.. 好想回家。我帅吗？

oh my, i am being shot by 特务O, but still 特务O is being shot by others. muahaha
I AM BLESSED!

more pics

2007-11-10T06:10:00.000+08:00

I'm too fat!! stuck at the alley!! rah, told u i come china will get fat, anyway the place isnt that cold, just that i was sick.. hehe once i reach here i am the first on to get sick.. SPAS sick on the firs day.
太胖了！卡在巷子里！！

Hiaz, every pics of me look so bloated.. sad):

好豪华哦，全都是金！！

YEAH! MS YAP CAME AN VISIT US!! the one on most right is coming to our school to study next year! bet she's damn smart too..校长也来探望我们了！！

Me and Yuanyuan!! at 浙江!! the place looks very 古代！

CHINA

2007-11-08T08:48:00.000+08:00

Left on the 21st of oct.. haiz, cried on that day, cried like four to five times, 2 in the airport, 2-3 on the airplane. never leave my parents so long before.. haiz): till now still missing Singapore, and dance.. haiz, the wind keeps blowing here and my spine is aching!!

-- for my mom to see: 妈妈，我那天哭了4到5次，看我有多想念你和舞蹈..现在虽然这里不怎么冷，但是我的腰还是开始痛了):不过我没事啦。

at 中华门,see how big is the place! guess which is me.. haha, the 2nd one from the left. you can see how big that place is, haiz, china just have the place.

haiz,全部的景点都看起来一样的，也忘了这是什么地方，不过还是玩得很开心(:
can see that i grew fat??!! 他是我在博爱认识的乐乐，很可爱吧，不过天生学习较慢，手也不协调--看不出来吧。

Guess what's on my hands??!! It's 蚕丝宝宝silkworm, their soft and wriggly!! damn cute..(:

ok, it's late, shall post another time!! bye

-their mostly in chinese cause not i come china become liddat, is cause i nid let my mom understand(:

china.

2007-11-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

HELLO! in shaoxing now. getting fatter and fatter, cause everyday we are fed with high class food at hotels.. haha, bet more than half of the money given by schools/moe goes to food. anw, still miss you people. life here is quite boring and rush actually, cos everyday wake up early in monrning, then explore explore explore, then nothing goes into my mind.. haiz, cant really remember much things, but thanks to the photos, then remembered!! also, we need keep writing ganxiang and listening to talks.. haiz.. cant upload the images now, dunno why but will soon upload.. 27moredaystogetbacktosingapore

haircut

2007-10-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

CUT MY HAIR(: i like it when my hair is cut-ed, it feels so much lighter(:

Leaving to china in 6 days. really don't feel like going, would be missing nanyang dance, nafa dance, belly dance, and also so many other things that i wouldn't want to miss, e.g. my mother and my friends!! Rahh!! Why do we have to go so long... 6 wks and maybe when i come back hopefully i would not forget Singapore. well, Singapore will always be in my heart!! <333

Haiz, really don't want to go. Receiving back bio and physics paper tomorrow, got a bad feeling about it. Hopefully they won't fall below my expectations again. The previous papers have been just too depressing. But look on the bright side, there's CCA tomorrow(:

oh! But people, don't you miss me too much, i will be posting pictures of china, and maybe make a stupid video in the hotel. muahaha!! -but still i dont feel like going- But just saw something today that we have to carry a positive attitude.. well i'll try

haiz..

2007-10-12T21:54:00.000+08:00

FLUNKED many papers, and many many papers are below my expectation. well done jialing, see what you've done to yourself..
haiz, i got nothing to say, have been rather depressing this few days and to add on, i am leaving in9 days. i am going to miss my mother, miss dance and miss my homeland...

flunking

2007-10-02T15:37:00.000+08:00

HAIYAYA... think i flunk my EOY like siao le.. screw up for la unseen and chi zuo wen.... and maybe ih for misreading the sorces ba. well done lor, took 3 papers, and all 3 papers screw like da bian... rahhhh.. gonna flunk it liao.)): boohooo

EOY!

2007-09-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

EOY COMING! FROM 28 Sep to 8oct!!!
which is coming in a weeks time!!

Rahh, i am so not prepared, totally not prepared! Bet i'll score badly for my EOY this year): Anw, no diff, cause i already confess to my mother that i'll score badly. But i really hope that it wont be that badd.. REALLY DONT WANT!! ):

STRESSED!!!

curious?

2007-09-11T19:19:00.000+08:00

Just incase you are curious, or if you are wondering..
yeap, did'nt go to school yesterday because.. oh my feel so embarassed if i say the reason.
aiya, i saw the date of expiry wrongly 4/9 is supposed to be september fourth, but i saw it as april nineth, which is one year away.
haha, and the thing i drank was fresh milk!! expired for 5 days le. so DON'T EVER DRINK MILK THAT IS EXPIRED, it's really very xin1 ku3. the stomach keeps "cramming", like muscle spasm, but is the stomach and intestine. rahh..
wonder how can people jian3 fei2 by drinking suan1 diao4 de milk. yucks.
hehe, don't laugh at me ok.!

meishan

2007-09-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

Introducing you to my niece(: She looks like the commercial/poster kid.(:

Isnt she adorable?

Name: Liang Mei Shan
Sex: Female
Age: 11+ months
Country: Malaysia, pontian

AH!

2007-09-07T14:42:00.001+08:00

Oh my, she's just like a worm!! or should i say like a wrestler..
my niece came over today and there spoils my studying plan.. ): Think going to flunk my EOY le. she's super cute, but also super mischievious, she can crawl around forever, wonder where she gets her energy from.. haha, so cute(:

movie

2007-09-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! i'm very fine today(:

Made an idiotic out of my motion eye. 1st tryout. hehe(:

never used webcam before.. ohmy like so sua ku

sit back and enjoy the "movie" below

die

2007-09-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

RAHH!!!!

(don't worry, that's not by me. my hands are free from scar)

how could you.

2007-09-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

YOU SHATTERED MY DREAMS!!
I've always looked at you as my role model, as one whom i should follow and take your footsteps. Yet, today, right just one hour ago. YOU totally shattered my dreams. SO WHAT IF I'M A GIRL, so what if!!
I've already been planning for it ever since i was P6, and i've heeded your advice(though i know they are not for me), and today you just totally shattered my dreams! the dream that i've always been in me every since i was young.
I TELL YOU!! I"M GOING TO MAKE IT BIG AND MUCH BIGGER THAN YOURS. DON'T YOU THINK YOUR WORDS ARE GOING TO JUST STEP ME FLAT. I AM GOING TO WORK EVEN HARDER AND SHOW YOU THE I, AS A GIRL, A LADY, A WOMAN, CAN DO IT.

shi bai

2007-08-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

OH MY...
feel so shibai today, supposed to be doing it myself and with them, but in the end was too nervous and scared, thus kanna bullied by the sewing machine..
REALLY, not that i don't know how to do, but it just failed today.. I will never ever say that i can do it when i can't, but apparantly it was a failure today.
sorry mummy, for pulling you down into this thingy, asking you to do it..):

just hope that the doll and the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _turns out nice..
-depressed

2007-08-21T11:43:00.000+08:00

AT HOME TODAY(:

having severe stomachache. stuck in the toilet like 2+hours. therefore, didnt go to school. hope i din miss much lesson. Going to CCA later, feel very scared, cause i am flabby now): haiz, jialing mian4 dui4 xian4 shi2 ba!!

quite bored now.. no one to chat with. haiz

this blog is not dead!!

2007-08-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

YEAH! Although electionhas passed long long time time ago. but((:
PRES- CHUAYIYI
VICE PRES- ZHAN BAILU and CHUAHERNHERN
SEC 3going4 LEADER- LIMMIN and YUANCHENXUEYAN
SEC 2going3 LEADER- LINKAI and QUEKYING
SEC 1going2 LEADER- XIAOTONG and ELENA

oh goose, feel so old liao): i am going to be sec4 soon, and sec4s are leaving soon. ): SAD! DONT WANT THEM TO LEAVE!! ANNA, BECCA, XIWEN,JINGWEI,SUIKIM and many more..

good news!! i am the first student in belly-dancing class to be able to proceed to intermediate right after beginner1. supposedly, should go through 2to3 beginner class((: happy!!! falling in love with belly dancing(:

SHEENA PHUA! IT IS NOT DEAD, BUT CAUSE I GOT NOTHING TO WRITE LAR(:

I CUT MYSELF??!!

2007-08-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

I CUT MYSELF TODAY!!!

relax, I only cut my fringe(: but i think i cut until very weird leh):
there's still one more 90th tomorrow. all of us are supposed to be ready by 7.55, because laoshi wants to run through at 8.00 so everyyone please do be quick(:
my mom has gone, and i am missing her sooo much. ALONE AT HOME.. RAHH. have to do all the housework myself. currently washing clothes. have to iron and clean the floor on sat.. WHO WANTS TO ACCOMPANY ME??!!

90th anni

2007-08-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

the ghost festival is here. Beware of the one on top(:

Don't worry, jialing will bless you(:

But remember not to make her angry, otherwise no matter how happy/nice you smile its no use. Muahaha

So remember all that and it will be a happy family<333 align="left">from left(top): teoying(the blue highlighter), amanda(the pink highlighter) andchansiming(the correction fluid)

from left: bottom: sheenaphuasayHOON(the correction fluid), jialingthesparse(correction fluid), bianca(correction fluid) and hernhern(pink highlighter)

STATIONERY FAMILY<33>

teng fei people(tall people) But i'm like one of the shortest among them[but i'm bending down in the picture.. that's not my actual height] hmm.. why go i look fat in this picture? Maybe i'm really getting fatter

so screwed

2007-08-15T17:11:00.000+08:00

my joint is red and swollen): hit the wrong way (volleyball) and got the ball hitting right smack onto my joints.

I am so disappointed in myself. Everytime anyhow keep things, then now i lost my camera spare batt. And my mom needs it for her honeymoon.. hehe she'll be off in 18h and my life would be so lonely. WHO WANT TO BRING ME OUT??!!

founders

2007-08-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

90th anniversary gala dinner is over. And i shan't express my opinion here(:
Tomorrow's founders day and i am performing qianhong on the road. -dotdot quite torturous, the floor is super uneven and so many tiny stones lying around and pricking me!! RAHH!
But actually I am more afraid my my costume being torn, but nothing to do): only can continue to dance. bianbian i think is i losing muscles le, gaining fats): that's why cant carry you as high now.
the whole school is excited about founders day *wonder*, singing founders&90thsong and picture taking. Hehe, the 18 of us are going to wear costume+make up and make ourselves prominent in the photoshoot. memoriable-- as said by laoshi

): my mom and dad going oversea for 4days, and i am alone at home for 4days): who wants to accompany me?? I dont mind going anywhere *i think*, just dislike the feeling of being at home. somehow, no one seems to be free. going to stone and rot at home((:

2007-08-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

Introducing you to my niece(: She looks like the commercial/poster kid.(:

isnt she adorable?